Lately, I’ve come to a realization that feelings are so hard to keep in tact. It’s not like I’ve never realized this before, but I’ve just been noticing it a bit more these past few days.
People say feelings are unpredictable, that they have a way of just appearing out of nowhere, coming at you like a fast stab to the back. I’ve always known that life would be difficult, that things would happen one day & instantly crush everything that I’ve ever built. But I never knew that one would ever experience such waves of emotions, hitting you one after another, leaving you breathless & just plain exhausted.
While being strong is highly admirable, being strong for too long can destroy you faster than a twitch. Being strong for too long is a sign that you don’t know your limits; that you know nothing about yourself.
Maybe one day, I would understand the reasons of my struggles. For now, I will remain strong & be appreciative of what I have & just move forward like I’m supposed to. Perhaps I’ll also cry in the process. I hope everyone could try to understand my personal battles, so I may go through them knowing that I’m not being judged.
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Myra is constantly searching for the reasons behind her sufferings in hopes that she may one day be enlightened. She is young and naïve, but she won’t stop.